It all started with the drug.....

pre - prologue.....

it all started when I smoked weed... 

I fell and hit the floor with my head... hard..

all i remember when i was knocked out, was a dot, right in the center... 

it looked like a crosshair, like a first person shooter

a dot

right in the center

like i was coming undone

but the opposite, in done

and than it spinned counter clockwise

filling up the dot was turning into a bigger dot

kind of like the big bang theory

after i woke up

i got the shit outta there, the house and came to realization that

i was witnessing my first of what you could call a dream state

that sucked me in...

that night i had came home

played some team fortress classic

which was popular back than

there is more to that story, i realized again

i guess... more stuff that.. maybe a saw ninjas attack me that night

i sprained my knee before i fell

saw segment off a tv show that doesn't air no more

i hallucinated a lot and in such a short period of time

it was like omni presence

when i was going outside after that incident

my friend mike had made me realize i did something and i was

back in control

that tells you don't do drugs, now a days weed helps people

supposedly... or so they say...

to this day i have dreams and i never forget them

im delusional, and at my current state

i am having trouble with myself

demons...

sexual demons....

the devil...

jesus..

im trying to save myself from this darkness

i call myself the Ant-I

you might think im a anti christ, but that i am not

im the opposite

im the anti and it contradicts itself

its like the father son and holy spirit

a trinity

maybe it isnt a contraction

im talion...

eye for an eye

tooth for a tooth